Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Fallen Crow

I was walking home a little while ago. As I turned to our lane I started hearing the caw of a thousand birds quaking the whole neighbourhood.

In front of the apartment-block before ours, was lying a fallen crow gasping for breath, in the searing sun.

For a moment I think, I stood there staring at it. Then I rushed home to see if my brother was home.He wasn't. I ran back. I knew the bird needed help. But I wasn't sure if I should touch it. So in our back yard I found a piece of a wooden board that was lying around.

Having laid this on the floor before the crow, I was standing there wondering how to get the crow on the pallet when thankfully a man from next door came to help. Unlike me, he took the bird in his hands, laid it on the board & carried it to a log that we use as a pedestal for a birdbath basin.

I hurried & got a bowl of water some of which the man tried to pour into the crow's beak. It was still gasping for breath.(That what I was hoping at least, that it was merely gasping for breath). Then deciding that there was nothing else he could do the man walked away. I thanked him & just stood there with the bowl of water in my hands.

I stroked its feathers a bit to see if it would shuffle. It wouldn't. After a while I gave it more water. When I tried a second time to give it water it moved a bit & tried to lift its wings. And it also seemed to be breathing with less difficulty.

Because I thought it was recovering I came inside & changed my clothes.And went back.

The crow had fallen back on the ground, dead.

I couldn't save it.  

11 comments:

  1. oh akka..that's just so sad..u tried though..

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  2. I did. But maybe not enough? I'm so sad..

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  3. Awww, hugs, you did try ne :)

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  4. Awwww.... hugs, sweetie... sometimes it's really hard to accept it's their time to go... :(

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  5. Angel- Thank you.. Hugs.. I feel silly feeling so terrible when I've read your posts & know that you go through much much more.. :(

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  6. hey,,
    it is okay sweet,things like that happen.i myself have gone through the same experience some time ago.
    see,Angel is correct...it is really hard to accept, even after you have tried sooooo....much..:(

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  7. Hey Roses- Thank you.. I know.. :(

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  8. Sweets you did all you can...
    That's all the time it had even though it's so hard to accept...
    Love you n hugs

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  9. You really tried BB, but there are somethings that we can't change. But what really matters is that you tried your best, and probably helped make his passing less painful. *hugs*

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  10. Chavie has a point. you made a difference. instead of dying alone, the crow had someone there and perhaps those last moments were not as bad as they would've been..

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